Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Going somewhere....

I'm convinced I'm going somewhere, just not sure where yet.  This call to ministry, or seminary to be more precise, can be so obscure sometimes (especially when I try to explain it to others).  All I know is that the very being of who I am is restless at the thought of not pursuing it.  It's a rising up on the inside.  I know I need the time, tools, and season of preparation that seminary offers.  Beyond that, I am pretty much clueless at how God might use me.  I do know I have a passion for seeing men step into the role God created them to be (myself included).  Tonight I just finished an "authentic manhood" class at church and it's something I'm passionate about.  - Learning what God says about being a man - not what society/culture says.

Anyway, back to the topic.  So where am I going?  I'm not sure.  I can't see the big picture.  I just want to stick close to the Lord, because He can see it.  I have yet to take the plunge into seminary full-time, but I believe that is where the Lord is leading me.

GrantJ  


1 comment:

  1. It's RYAN!!!
    Hi Grant, you are a very faithful guy. You are my spiritual person, that leads me to higher faith and teach me the goods of our Father. May God belss you Grant.

    ~Your friend, Ryan Mai-Do weatherkid for Fox25

    I really miss you and God is bringing us apart because he is telling me that the day he suffered was even more sad than this day. When you are gone to siminary.

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